How I Lost My Virginity

I decided to write, in my turn, my personal experience, which made me lose my virginity. First of all, I'd like to say that just the thought of something big going into my pussy disgusted me and scared me at the same time. I am 24 years old, my name is Eirini, and just yesterday I lost the virginity of my pussy. My boyfriend had been wondering all this time how I endured and held back so much. I didn't let him touch me at all, although sometimes he had put a finger in.

We had come into sexual contact many times, but just when he was getting aroused, I wouldn't let him enjoy it, to "put it in me" in general, and that got on his nerves. In fact, he kept telling me that he might even get damaged by this behavior I have towards him. We've been in a relationship for over 2.5 years, I know he loves me very much, but the fact of losing my virginity scares me. I've heard from other girls that it hurts a lot, that you feel like something is breaking inside you, and then at the sight of blood I definitely wouldn't be able to stand it! I always avoided coming into contact with him; the sight of the cock scared me, as well as the sight of a naked man next to me trying to stick it in me in general, and me crying from the pain. The other thing I thought about was that strange disgust of them wanting me to give a blowjob. I would vomit just at the idea. I had made it clear to him that I could never give him a blowjob, no matter how much he wanted it, no matter how much he insisted on our relationship, there was no way I would do it. He had reactions, of course, but what could he do on the other hand? He didn't want to lose me. He loved me very much, and that was also the reason perhaps that in some way I felt I was taking advantage of him. I did everything to avoid a sexual act; I would come up with any excuse that existed not to go to his house, as he would have the comfort there to get me alone.

Finally, the day before yesterday we had arranged to go to the movies. And so it happened. But this meeting of ours was different. I really wanted to touch him and lick his chest; I desired to pluck with my teeth all the hairs he had on his chest and make him scream from the pain. And just with this idea and fantasy, I had become very aroused. I didn't dare tell him, though, because if he understood something like that, I would be in deep trouble to a degree I hadn't imagined at all!!!

One minute, I tell him I'm going to the bathroom. Come with me, he says. When we entered the bathroom, without thinking, he pushes me inside and starts kissing me like crazy. My pussy had become so wet that I felt like it was dripping. I was wearing a super mini skirt that just barely covered my lacy panties. Without realizing it, he put his hand on my pussy and squeezed it, while the wetness I had produced soaked his hand. He went crazy!!! That was it!! He grabbed my hand and forced me to put it on his erect cock, while a sigh of pleasure sounded in my ears with a sarcastic facial expression. Let's go home? He whispers in my ear with that so passionate breath of his. Yes, I answer him. He pulled me violently and we came out of the bathroom while the movie had started.......... We went outside and he brought the car. We arrived home in 5 minutes; he couldn't calm down, and as soon as we got inside, he pushed me with a wild mood towards the bed. I had never seen him like that...... He was so turned on that I thought he would explode!

He started pulling my skirt with such mania, so much mania that he almost tore it. Now the moment had come that I wanted to run away; I wanted the earth to open and swallow me; I wanted to escape; the atmosphere was suffocating me. I started pushing him with mania to get away from me and I was begging him insistently, "Wait, my baby, wait a little, let's discuss it." "What is there to discuss," he tells me, "didn't you say yes? Now you'll see." "Whatever you asked me, I'll do, you'll see you'll like it a lot; if you don't like it, I'll stop. Today you'll show how much you love me, as you say." He had almost convinced me. I knew that sex cannot be proof of love, but at least you could say you did it because you are together.

He started undressing me slowly; he took off my bra first and started licking me with mania. He started biting the nipples of my breasts while the pleasure I felt was indescribable. He was so tender. I couldn't hide my pleasure and the satisfaction I felt at that moment, as moans were coming out of my mouth. Every breath came out with difficulty, and every moan turned him on more, but he was saving his strength for later. He stretched his hand to the nightstand and took something; I didn't notice what, but within a few minutes I had understood. With one hand he was trying to open a jar of honey; as he opened it, he got off me and poured it around my navel....... He was incredible; I was so horny I couldn't stand it just at the thought.

He started licking me and asking, "Do you like it, my baby? Tell me you love me? Tell me......" "I love you........" I was trying to whisper, although my breaths were so heavy he couldn't understand what I was saying. Suddenly I felt him slowly opening my legs.... I felt my pussy emitting steam like a red-hot iron seeking something to quench its hot plate...... I really started screaming......

Come on, baby, feel me..... come inside me, I hurt........ I hurt...... yes.... come oooooon. He wouldn't decide to go inside me..... he was tormenting me mercilessly. I was so wet and he didn't care at all; he was enjoying just seeing me tremble and beg him............ I might hurt you, he tells me.......

I want you, baby, to hurt me, put it inside me!!!!! Put it in me!!!!! I was commanding him insistently, but nothing. He opened my legs and went all the way in between with his hard cock. He started rubbing it on my well-shaved pussy, while my wetness had stained the sheet. Two hours had already passed and he still hadn't penetrated me. I felt my pussy hurting....... Suddenly he tells me, "Now you'll see, little whore, now you'll see what you'll get....." "Yes, my big-dicked man, come oooooon, come oooooon, I'm dyingggggggggg" Grabbing my two butt cheeks, he opens them as much as he could and put his hard cock in the asshole. I felt fluids falling from the front........ river!!!! I came!!!!!! He started licking them and at the same time put three of his fingers and started playing with my clitoris..... Incredible pleasure!!!

I had already cum 3 times and was going for a 4th without him having deflowered me yet!!!!!!!! As he was fucking me in the ass, thrusting violently in and out of my asshole, I felt him trying to grab something with one hand.

Yes, he reached into the dresser drawer and grabbed a screwdriver so thick I wondered what he intended to do with it. I continued not to care though, since by now I had gained the trust that urged me to have him....... I still didn't care and continued to enjoy what I was feeling.....

Put it in baby...... Put it in.... I started whispering into his ear which was literally pressed against my mouth...... With both his hands he tried to spread my legs wider, perhaps wanting more comfort.... His cock was still in my ass and I could feel it twitching inside me and cumming simultaneously inside my ass..... As soon as he managed to feel comfortable in the position we were in, he pulled his cock out of my ass and started jerking it again in front of my drenched pussy........ That was the ultimate.... He started jerking it and suddenly cum shot out onto my chest and even into my mouth..... even though I was disgusted, I enjoyed that sight...... it turned me on even more...... Helping the position we were in, I spread my legs wider on my own initiative, just to show him he was free to do whatever he wanted to me...... He started rubbing his cock on my pussy again and again while I was literally trying to hide my sobs and the moans that were escaping with such difficulty..... He started to enter slowly - slowly, while I was telling him put it in now baby!!!!! Put it in finally!!!!!!

Now baby!!!!!!!! Yes!!!!!!!!! Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Something wasn't right though, I couldn't feel anything, he was trying up and down something as if he wanted to break through, he had already tried three times, suddenly I feel a crack inside me...... that's when my nails had literally dug into his back, and without realizing it I had torn him..... A cry of agony, pain, pleasure and satisfaction had escaped from within me....... Wanting to make me feel better, as soon as he managed to break my hymen, he covered my mouth with his and kissed me wildly........ As he held the screwdriver I felt my ass craving something, and suddenly he grabs the thick screwdriver and puts it simultaneously into the asshole... I was shaking as if I was being skewered.......... ....I felt he was so close to me.... An experience I will never forget..... I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, these words echoed in my ears the whole time...... It was the time I had given myself to him.... The time I showed him how much I love him.... The sheet was full of blood and his cock was too..... When I saw it, I literally got a frenzy and started giving him a blowjob....... I sucked it mercilessly, while he groaned with pleasure....... I really wanted to eat it, I bit it, I played with it while his cum ran like water.... I gave him oral sex for about 30 minutes and he had cum 4 times in that period.......... It was amazing. Later we went into the bathroom to wash and for me to finally clean away a burden that had trapped me for so long.... The remnants of my virginity!!!!!! Needless to tell you what we did in the bathtub......... In the end, love in the water is even more magical, but I'll tell you about that some other time and with many, many details. It was the most beautiful experience I ever had............. I wonder how I could have remained a virgin for so long and until I was 24.