What Man Should I Marry?

Hello, I'm Nikoletta, 23 years old with short brown hair and brown eyes. I'm 1.62m tall and weigh 70kg, with big breasts and plump buttocks. I don't work anywhere, nor have I worked in the past, since I don't like to work and I prefer to find a man sponsor to take care of me. So one day I met Paschalis. A handsome man around 35, married of course to an ugly-faced, hysterical, and fat woman. Paschalis worked as a bank clerk and, as is natural, he was looking for an extramarital affair.

At first everything was going well, the fucking wasn't anything fantastic but in a drought you take what you can find. Besides, he took care of all my expenses and gave me small gifts so I declared myself happy with him. After 4 months of parallel relationship, one afternoon when we are in my room and I was giving him a blowjob, Paschalis says:

- Baby, do you want to fuck me with a strap-on in my ass? I have a fantasy of a woman taking me from behind and me feeling how a woman feels when she gets fucked. Do you want to satisfy my sexual fantasy?

I was shocked, and I stopped sucking his cock. I never expected such a question from him who seemed to be a man. But it turns out Paschalis had a hidden private life. Hidden from both me and his wife. Paschalis was metrosexual. That is, he both gave and took the dick. Paschalis fucked women but also got fucked by men. At first he told me he only went with women. At one point, however, he got a chance to suck off a faggot and then the faggot gave him money to fuck him, and my guy enjoyed the situation.

He became a client of the sodomite and fucked him twice a week. The 300 euros he got from the faggot he spent on whores in brothels or on gifts for me. The bastard. When I found out he was fucking a man in the ass and I was licking that cock I almost threw up. Is it possible? For this asshole to be fucking a man's ass and then for me to suck his dick? I got so confused that I kicked him out.

After 3 days he came back to my house and with pleas and remorse he promised me he had cut it off with the faggot and only wanted me. He sweet-talked me that he would leave his wife and marry me and I, the idiot, believed him again. Well, there's no greater disgrace for a woman than for a man to leave her for a man. For a woman I understand it. You got bored of her, she polished your little dick, you want to feel like a man, a conqueror, you want to fuck something different but to fuck another man and leave a woman for that reason is too much for me. Anyway, Paschalis, after crying as much as needed to break my resistance and after giving me a trip to Pelion for a weekend, returned triumphant to the shack.

So the fucking continues normally as does, of course, my allowance. But maybe Paschalis will get bored of me at some point and prefer another woman or go back to the gay guy? This doubt gnaws at my mind and I can't sleep. Maybe I'm just wasting my time with this asshole, instead of finding someone who will put a ring on my head like I put the condom on their dick? Or maybe men only want me for my plump body and after they fuck me in the pussy they dump me?

I know that men are pigs who are only interested in their own dick but my years are also passing and if I don't find some asshole to marry I'll be left on the shelf. Both fucked and an old maid. I'll be messing around with vibrators instead of being lazy at home and scratching my pussy all day. Fuck it all. This situation has to change. I give ass but I want a house, and a housewife for life.